wherein a while, I went at the time still own my gender to male, and not on the adolescents whose parents were rich, I was just a young kid and just lived with a mother and father I have been busy with her own life , maybe I could be frustrating because we are not accompanied by a parent as a man, but all I can handle it by thinking of life.
in the coming days when I'm alone (no partner), I as like a teenager who loves naughty, break the rules "is not a rule that is heavy", and interacting with violence or alcohol, but I know the limit weight or lightness to be categorized in my travels, because I know that I am not an easy person to get money and every day a waste of money,
and I go to school with a set time to work, and every day, and every day it was always my lead, and indeed in every day I, at any time that I live, never felt wanted or envious enough life or very happy in the family gathered semuah, or me if I are allowed to shout, I want to be noticed, and have snacks like children others, but it's not in my life, my life is just under water or behind a rock, which is aware of who I am.
until the end of my time in graduate school, and was very proud and happy, but I still rogue, as usual, and still below the limit of my mischief, because I know I am just anyone. ??, and at that point I had to find a job, perhaps it is difficult to find a job, because I know, it is a lot of my rivals out there, but God also knows, if fortune, death, and mate in the hands of God, and semuah must stage trying, and eventually I got a job in the sales service , as usual, in the work I should be timely, disciplined and always be in the count. and constantly kept it in my work live.
honestly I get a salary of Rp.2.500.000, - for a month if the dollar is only $ 200 a month, and in 2009, at that time was only enough for that much money in my life, maybe to buy things I want, I have to buy by installments per month, if within my power to pay Rp 400,000 per month "$ 32", for one day only buy rice per liter of Rp.7000 X 30 = Rp.210.000, - "$ 16.8", and to buy toiletries such as, body soap, toothpaste, shampoo Rp.26.000 "$ 2.08", and buy oil for cooking in a month Rp.38.000 "$ 3.04", and buy detergent and deodorizing clothes for a month Rp.55.000, - "$ 4.4", and buy food for a month Rp.9000, - X 30 = Rp.270.000, - "$ 21.6", and also to keep watch on my way, that money to work my way per day 10,000 X 30 = 300,000, " $ 24 ", and the money for the payment of garbage and safeguard the" Security "in the month Rp.125.000, -" $ 10 ", if the total of all 400,000 + 210,000 + 26,000 + 38,000 + 55,000 + 270,000 + 300,000 + 125,000 = Rp.1.424.000, - "$ 133.92" and to my mother gave me only a month Rp.600.000, - "$ 48", and the rest I save it for my stake in the daily if anything happens.
maybe my income is still very low, but I think, if you can not income, how may I be able to survive, or survive, but I know my limits on yourself.
Arriving a day where I found her, she was a woman who would accompany me, and want to think about the simplicity of life. and I were married in 2010, and we were both working, and income could be given in the joint, or both to save money, and it's time we want a soul mate or life who want to have children, and in one year we walk together, they have not given your soul mate, until we wait two years still has not been given, finally we tried in the treatment of medicine to traditional medicine, and semuah that we live about 5 years until the end of time continues to run until 6 years, and we is only hope in prayer to God, whether in prayer that we still think is right or indeed we were wrong, but we always hope and pray, hinga within 3 months our prayers be heard by God, and we give 1 heredity very handsome and hope we do not abandon him, because I know it seems no mercy parents, and when it contains my wife stopped working, and we are just at the limits of the salary of my life.
Until finally the boys by coming on the world, and I am very happy, until one faithful, every tired I am or hungry stomach is semuah only for my son, with my power, I've been happy my son is healthy and very cute, and now he 2 years old, and has been running, and I was very happy to see her smile, her laughter, her expression, and behavior, to naughty boys like me with a naughty child. and not long after my wife interval containing a second child, I was very grateful and bhagia, because we still believe in God, even our small family only live in a small place and enough for our family.
Quite so, and sorry if my writing can only use a little of the language, or are always short in the story, but I know, complaining I was just myself, struggling just to my own family, and pray for the good of our lives everyday, and that's I face, thank god I'm always grateful for my life.
